it feels crappy to hear it, even worse when u see it for yourself.
its history repeating itself. when i dont do well enough, i dont have the luxury of choice.
maybe i was never meant to do fine arts. and this is gods way of telling me for a second time that there is no mistake, and that he is right.
anyway, this kinda changes the whole situation. there isnt a fork in the road anymore. its more like a straight path ahead for me. only there is no promise that there wont be anymore obstacles in the way.
wish me luck.