22 November 2008

cant hide these feelings i have

2 more weeks to pop, in case anyone is interested. U’ll probably say sooo fasttt??!! anyway.

This week has been one with a whole lot of body aches and sweaty uniforms. I feel a knee injury coming…

We are conscripted to supposedly add value to the nation but the truth is, save for some, most of us actually are de-valued with all the injuries and such, the don’t question just do policy, which makes us stupid. And then theres the chance to join the ranks of leaders, to be one of those who listen to yet more of those. 

Officer or spec, I feel that I wouldnt be able to grasp the elements of the nations’s delicate defence policies in this 2 years, 5 or 10 if u sign on, either way. I checked the box which said No to being an officer. I just don’t know why.

Ask me out. I need to meet the rest of you, the intellectually uncondemned.

Cheers from tekong.

fake smile real smile

 

8 November 2008

guess whos back

hello nymphlets and crackers,

im going to miss mass with christus yet again thanks to the unkind reporting schedule given to me by the “ya know”…

overall the experience has been good. i have felt and smelled things i could only dream of as a child. “think toy helicopters and gunfire”

today i learnt that life pretty much doesnt belong to us. but a huge part of what we do actually affects the outcome of it all.

serving the nation can be both humiliating and humbling at the same time. what we cannot undo we better regret, accept and move along.