27 October 2008

i'd rather die than be tormented by you

over and over and over again.

2008 has been all about you.

fuck you!

little red

Guess who came home early?


:) )))))

6 October 2008

that saturday

Aha! Pictures from the CD BBQ. With the half naked sexposed…

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3 October 2008

monkey business

Thank you eugene for the shot.

Thank god for my amazing PS skills.

 

New paintwork and accessories coming in 2009!

Reminiscing can be painful

To my dear friends,

who faithfully read.

Today. As i was sitting up in bed, going through the big brown box of presents and cards from 2006 till now, I felt that warm and fuzzi-ness in my chest you get when u feel tangible love. I just feel that I didnt thank everyone enough then. As life went along, I seldom appreciated the good things, only to regret now. Had i held close to the things which made me smile silently on the inside, perhaps facing the oncoming possiblity of loneliness in a far away land wouldnt be so hard.

I hope one day I can look back at this and laugh.

Thank you all for being a part of who I am now. It was a good 2 years. For the experiences, the unplanned emotional journeys, and the beautiful and ugly scars that came about from the battlefield of teenagehood.

In a few days I will be in government custody, shipped off to a land where mozzies and restless beings reside. I am going to miss everyone. I am going to miss my coffee and cake whoring, jamming with my band of brothers, and my sundays in church the most.

Life is a bitch and will continue to be one. I will better handle things when i return. Thank you for being a part of my teenage life in Beastiality when there was Joy, and Emo-ness when there was disappointment.

With much love,

Josh

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