Sandbox of Thoughts

This week seemed to pass really fast, its the weekend already. Spent the better half of my week helping out in the Planet Love concert, a charity event to raise funds for the montfort centre. Being exposed to the technical side of things has helped me gain more insight into the makings of a successful concert. No, im not saying this time was absolutely perfect, flawless.

Most of the time, I always feel that my talents are underutilised. Theres no exception this time either. Im guessing either I have to do something about it myself, or wait to meet that special someone who can help me get on with this stage in life. Maybe i lack confidence, or just dont know how to appreciate opportunity.

Im dying to ride on the road. I want to be able to move around at will and not let proximity and time travelling affect what I want to do, or things i dont mind doing. But who knows, maybe when i do get my wheels, i will take that for granted too. I hope it doesnt happen, its a huge price to pay for that privillege.

Tony Romas on tuesday. Its been a long time since i had a good date. Wish me luck!

 Edit: There was no date. It was a letdown, everything was a letdown. I wish u well.

Don’t mess with the ZOHAN! Great show if u want to spend over an hour laughing at cliche jokes and really predictable comedy scenes. The really smooth animation scenes and predictability of the actors really make the film both easy on the eyes and brain. Very good for a moody rainy afternoon. I loved every bit of it.

BBQ Dinner with my secondary school friends. Its been a long time say, 3 years since I last joined them for any outing. I just used to be too busy on Sundays. Everyone pretty much looks the same. Life seems to be improving for most of them, being comfortably adjusted to whatever stage of life they are in. It seems they get more generous each year. Chipped in $10 and got typical bbq stuff + bacon + booze + scary car ride home. Its good to know that im not the only one going through post graduation, pre enlistment blues…

Thank you babe for the pleasant lunch today. I finally got to taste your cooking! Sorry im not much a fan of capsicum. Dessert was nice, one of my favourite four.

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Hello.

Did you notice the sky today? There was a slight tint of purple this evening.

So, its been a long time since my life was bounded by school or a job because I’ve been on holiday since… March. Holy crap! That is indeed a very long time. Like the saying goes, time and tide waits for no man so currently, I think I’m washed up on this island in the middle of the Indian Ocean.

Flowers are silly don’t you think? I mean the pollen makes my nose itchy and therefore makes me wonky, they die after several days and hence is a sheer waste of money. Who agrees with me? Then again, females, well not all in general, seem to simply adore them like how they adore expensive shoes and bags that simply, well to me have no value or is a complete waste of hard earned money. Women, will never understand them.

I like soccer season, the streets are empty as everyone rushes home or to the pubs to catch the matches. Anyway, its almost time that I step out of this comfort zone that I’ve created for myself and do something real and productive.

Recently, there’s this invisible force like the black hole, pulling me into this alternate world. The world of gaming. Ranging from WoW to Counter Strike to Command and Conquer, my latest craze.  

I look so skinny in all the pictures taken at Heng’s 21st. Too skinny for my liking but apparently, my girlfriend adores it so I guess its fine right? Yes? No? Nevermind. Upload photos soon.

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Lets see, over the past 2 weeks…

I had a really fun time at downtown east. We spent the entire day in escape and then bowling and then back to escape for some last minute gokart driving. Sometimes in life, all u need is someone to bump u back on track right kenji? Bravery and the ability to withstand heights/darkness/antigrav nonsense doesnt come with age eh, god made it really random.

Speaking threshold of stuff, i think i am really done with all the disappointment coming with the stupid gig.

When do u know if someone is listening intently to what u say, or just on the other side of the phone?

I also had a really amazing meal at tonyromas placeforribs on sunday. The last time i had em was like, when i was a really small kid. It was my parents wedding anniversary and they brought us along. Are we allowed to hate someone because we envy them?

Somebody please!  Give me a job so hard that it will pull me out of this world of bumming around.