MANZAnaLICKED.
pleasure enjoyment and delight.
i’ll be back tonight.
love, meli.
31 August 2006
how would it feel to be
30 August 2006
lucifer u
bloody idiot.
cbbbbbb… rain until like shit.
today was a day of WAITING.
wait for rain to stop. wait for this wait for that.
an awful lot of working people got in my way today.
better still, bloody n7610 died today.
i take 1.5hrs to get home from suntec.
stupid idiot lucifer.
see, i burst today.
HAD A BAD DAY.
see, fucked fone.

until ur omni-presence made up for it.
teach me to that good things are worth waiting for.
with love.
if the stupid google ads irritate you, keep clicking them till they dissapear. then joshie will put a dollar in your hand.
whats wrong whats right
its been a sick day.
highschool musical wasnt fun at all.
i cant remember what being a good guy was already.
see what happens when we rush things.
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ministry and servanthood, are they 2 different things?
leadership = respect? or responsibility?
tomorrow will be a better day?
shining sun with a steady wind.
i seem very moodless today. check back soon.
salty balls.
toodles.
28 August 2006
addicted
really UN-confident about the dbsy examination tomorrow…
the lecture notes look so unfamiliar, doesnt even look comprehend-able.
so happened i wasnt really bothered to study for it also.
i did well for all the other segments making up the final % but YEAH, i dont know why i dont have the motivation to study for the last paper.
Jesus i commit my DBSY paper to you! Into your hands!
please dont bs- me for this one!
Fail Exam, Fail Module, Fail Diploma DOES NOT APPLY TO JOSHUA!
that aside, tomorrow marks the start of my holidays!
ABSOLUTELY CANNOT think of fun stuff to do.
oh dont we all know why?
anyway, i have so many things to buy. i realise my wardrobe stopped growing ever since chinese new year. last christmas seemed like only a month or so away.
i just suddenly miss christmass, esp with GENESIS.
and then xmas 06 is already on the way.
i can hear the joys of celebration in the not-so-distant-months ahead
oh oh, and my word of the day is: LAWL
what is this “lawl”?
its a way to express crazy, high, amusing mirth, pleasure, derision, or nervousness with an audible, vocal expulsion of air from the lungs that can range from a loud burst of sound to a series of quiet chuckles and is usually accompanied by characteristic facial and bodily movements.
Quite similar to Lol, LOL, lol , or LoL. But its not quite it.
if used correctly, may seem as cute to some.
im so bloody addicted to you. wed is gonna be a darn great day. with nothing less than more good things happening.
i realised, when we say action and inaction, its really wonderful how obvious god puts it infront of our eyes.
recently i also dug up a thought from the back of my head. the basis of nonexistant dissapointment.
its lame, and it goes:
without expectation, there is no dissapointment.
would the dark gloomy clouds twist your face and make u go “oh shit”
if u were sleeping and not bothered to go outdoors for whatever reason.
27 August 2006
laughing like a crazy goose
GOOSE u say. GOOSE i shall be.

what on earth damn tiring i spend more than 12 hours running, jumping, singing, shouting, laughing and going crazy.
i dont behave as though my exams are just tmr. aha. whats worse is after the exams…
nothing to do, no job lobang yet.
no money $$$ , cannot do anything.
cannot go on shiok shiok dates also…
X_X
wed is something to look forward to. period.
25 August 2006
exams tmr!
then the blessed joshua is gonna pass at least.
i had a real blood bubbling day today! ahaha!
yea man!
i got nothing else to write tonight. its been pretty much a great week.
oh yar. YOUTH MASS THIS SAT.
all who reads this better come or else…….
god will love u even more and understand why u cannot make it.
to end off, i shouldef posted this a while ago.
my beloved sister.

23 August 2006
truly provides
HE TRULY PROVIDES.
i wanna go for the worship symposium next week. – $60.
skipping subcomm camp
i need to go for the krunk beach party on the 1st. -$20
promised nic and fernnice
WHERE TO FIND MONEY TO PAY FOR THESE?
my atm card broke. i didnt go and change a new one yet.
i have less than $5 in my wallet right now.
at first, mum wasnt very supportive of the symposium. in the end i convinced her.
suddenly, got $80 from my dad. thats just nice to pay off for everything!
HALLELUJAH.
and honestly, im going insane, so stuck in a moment.
i cant study
nothings going in!
i would gladly exchange 20 webdesign projects for the 2 dreadful exams coming up.
study study read read sigh sigh and nothings going in!
worse still, i think i need a haircut soon aha!
yeah… soon, its gonna be september.
and yup, that marks my official 9 months in ymm.
may u ignite brightly that same spirit u set upon me since, as i carry out your blessed mission .
obviously a brighter side to life.
im one lucky ass to begin with.
21 August 2006
10 mins
i couldnt hold it,
we flew away.
you are too great for reality.
you are my nightwish.
in 10 mins, we distanced from miles to degrees.
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i need someone to keep reminding me.
my INMM project presentation is on WED.
my SWINE exam is on FRI.
my DBSY exam is on MON.
nights sexay.
20 August 2006
new toys
vintage hats from the 70’s
Paiste Sound Formula Sound Edge Reflector Hats
Estimate Cost: SGD$600+
(pardon me, im a mad hobbyist)
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I had very bad encounters with national library board today.
they hate me.
mm.. josh went to study O_O.
didnt get much in, in the end went to slack =D
sooo tired. i think we were very efficient,
2 hours planning
1 hour designing poster
1 hour to print them out
ALL OF U BETTER COME FOR YOUTH MASS

JP’s Pamphlet

GG




