Well that title is pretty stupid, for i know life is bigger then all the stupid crap which i am about to write.

My blog got hacked. Those lucky enough to see the porturussian fucker who changed my home-screen to the satanic image of his mother would know.

So i’ve got into 2 minor accidents, one putting my NCD to 0%. My trip to Bangkok is on the rocks due to political strife, which means i lose a few hundred bucks whether or not i am able to go. My job can be quite emotional and quite lacking in freedom. I am due to be serving the nation unwillingly. Little vespa still needs a couple more hundred to look pretty. Other stuff stuck in my head beyond my will.

Hopefully things will get better or i may just die when they drag me off into the pit of sorrows away from family and friends? .

I might as well learn to love myself before i lose even that privillege. I am going to start taking photos of little red soon.

can anyone hear me? (more…)

LEROI MOORE 1961-2008

Dave matthews will never be the same again. One big regret is that I never got round to fully appreciate sax in DMB while he was around.

hello people,

Happy birthday to Gerald and Mel. Hope u guys had fun tonight. Its really great to know how fun choir can get with you guys.

Week after week I go back despite sometimes feeling tired, bored or just plain lazy. I must say i have not only given, i have also received. Mostly in ways uncommunicable to a fellow human…

I cannot pillion someone almost twice my weight. It puts me, my pillion, and especially the public in danger. Today is a good example and it should be the last. With that, I guess bike riding aint for the faint hearted or for the semi concious of the earth.

Suddenly i feel the familiar void in my heart. Only this time i cant understand why?

I need money, i shall officially start working like a dog, since i need to spend like one. Can’t wait for bangkok. Need to sniff a different kind of human eir’rr.

how do you pressure someone to push them forward when they will die under pressure?

seems like many things dont have direct answers to these days. lucky im in a thinking mood…

Bangkok might have a sudden twist ending. Im beginning to see a trend here. Refrain from saying as usual!

Sometimes u need to take that extra step, to walk into unknown territory, then you’ll know how u fare when theres no one else there besides faith.