Sandbox of Thoughts

great friday night

Breaking up isn’t a love problem, its a character problem. Most people can love different people the same way. You have entered a new stage in life, but your mind hasnt transitioned. You are thinking and living as though you are still single. You’re not willing to give up your lifestyle, your dreams and desires, not willing to give up certain friends, in fact, you havent really given yourself fully in the first place.
-androne

i still can’t believe how much i love RENT. just caught the broadway live version on youtube.

I should tell you I’m disaster

Let’s just make this part go faster

I should tell I blew the candle out
Just to get back in

I’d forgotten how to smile
Until your candle burned my skin

Trusting desire – Starting to learn
Walking through fire without a burn
Clinging – A shoulder, a leap begins
Stinging and older, asleep on pins
So here we go…

What happens next depends on what I want for myself.

See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel

You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back